januar 2018

You can be my hell

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I don't know if you're wearing me out

Or wearing me well

You can be my paradise

or you can be my hell


I wonder am I blessed

If I feel this stressed

But when we don't fight

Everything seems so right

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You're my bestfriend

And I've been yours

I just hope this thing

Will put us on the right course


No one understands us

But I don't give a fuck

I've gone with my heart

Hoping you won't tear it apart

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I've been hurt before

So that won't do the trick

To break me down

I need more than a kick


Are we addicted to this drama

Or is it just karma

Let us wait and see

If we are meant to be.


- Heidi Lill

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The revenge

We were Bonnie and Clyde

Sid and Nancy

So fancy

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We were supposed to be ride or die

Then I found out that was a lie

Cause you went behind my back

As soon as I found out I gave you a smack

And threw a soda in your face

Told you you were such a disgrace


You were an attention whore

And then you became a bore

So I got you back

Stabbed you in the back

But also in the front

Cause I'm not a cowardly cunt

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I made sure you knew I was wanted

And that made you feel so haunted

You begged me to come back

Then I got a bright idea

To just pretend

That I was your best friend

While I planned out this scheme

To make it seem

Like we were gonna live the dream


But I hated you

At the same time I loved you too

But I'm petty as fuck

I was gonna fuck you up

Before I left,

Like a grand auto theft


So when you decided to get my name 

Tattooed on your side

Of course I helped you decide

Cause I knew that it would have you dying

If I dumped you while the ink was still drying

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So as soon as it was done

I told you the jig was up

That you fucked up

I'm not as stupid as you think,

Cause I'm not the one covered in my ex lover's ink.


- Heidi Lill